Mon nom est Luanda

I am back

2011-07-02T11:42:00.002+07:00

back to blog!

It has been quite sometimes I did not sign into my blog, surprisingly I remember the email and pass! ;p

Guess what?! I am now sitting in the office! well ... doing the internship, however, that doesn't put aside my mind that always remember I am no longer student! eventhough I haven't get my degree but it just a postpone, the formal will be on feb 2012.

hmmm a lot to share, trip to France, Redang Island, Genting again and Malaka again but as I am in the office now, I can't tell much. So, just waiting for the other opportunity to post a blog ;p

Have a good day all! Be happy!

LABIL

2010-09-17T00:39:00.003+07:00

dear blogger,

Today, I found myself confused. Sometimes I can be a person who acts arrogant and makes things easier for me...myself, but actually I don't really like the whole part of these attitudes in me. I can be as well a person who really kind and it makes me weak.
Recently, I am trying to combine the positive parts of those two different sides of me, but then I found that they are hard to control.
I want to believe like the innocent kids however a part of me always say NO as I had already knew the consequences of being innocent and believe everyone.

I don't want to be my past neither a whole different person.
and ..... what should I do? *confuse*

2nd year final exam

2010-06-20T21:50:00.002+07:00

I am going to face my final exam which result will brings impact to my future. OH NO!
Few days will determine whether I deserve Very Honorable, Honorable, Pass or Failed. It sounds a little bit unfair though. In my mind, I am thinking ... what about 1st term to 5th term results, they worth nothing? However, this is the rule and it's hardly change. So, what I can do is study harder. Wish me luck =)

Sometimes we just don't know how life will treat us

2010-06-03T10:49:00.004+07:00

dear Blogger,

Eventhough, I have to leave my home and fam to study abroad but I met new people and I love it, I learned a lot of new things, I passed all my papers, I experienced industrial training, I went back home oftenly, I went to many places, I bought not only what I need but also what I want. It seems perfect and of course I feel blessed for what I have, it is just too much.

I was good and I left a good impression to people around me, but I am terrible and I am doubting about what people think about me. It should be more bad things, mostly.
Yes, I had a very tough moment in my life and it changed me. In some line, I am doing better, but I had to lose more good parts of me and while I realize, this make me sad and mad in the same time.

Surely I do not regret my past, but I fear about my future. I struggle hard and put a lot of effort to change those bad impressions that I had created in these last years, however, it does not show a good result. I know time will heals and what I need to do is to be more patient, but in some part of my heart, I really worry about this. What should I do?

Tu me manques

2010-04-14T22:22:00.003+07:00

I miss you all !

I am hoping for the moment that we made together will happen again someday. =)

self "wow" effect

2010-04-14T22:03:00.002+07:00

wow! time pass by and I am now 2nd year university's student. This August I am going to change my "title" to degree student.
hahahaha~
it kinda strange for me, as I am not really remember that I am one. =p

Starbucks incident

2010-02-14T12:52:00.002+07:00

It was terrible. Meilinda and I had a great day, what it supposed to be.

She and I went to Starbucks to have some chit chat with cups of chocolates.
What happened was I didn't even slurp yet, but then everything spill out onto my skirt, my bag and into my shoes! The floor too, of course, which meant that the staff should get additional workload because of my carelessness .. hehehe. I apologize for it.

Surprisingly, til now I don't have any confidence to step in into that Starbucks anymore.
If I wanna have Starbucks, I will go to others. :p :p

UNDER THE PRESSURE

2010-02-04T10:49:00.002+07:00

It is my Week 3 in this term 5 after I did my training.
There are a lot of things that we have to catch, the most important and difficult thing is the report.
I did not sleep well due to overloaded schedule, it is really tiring. The worst is that we have to take this schedule to the beginning of April. 7 more weeks to go.
I try to always remember that we have to enjoy this life, in every second and every circumstance. Just hope that everything will getting better and better.

:) :)

Great to know that I have them

2009-12-13T12:26:00.003+07:00

:) :) :)

It's great to have great family and friends!

Thank you to my parents for being patient and awesome.
Thank you to my lil-sis for her support.
Thank you to my lil-bro, he always unique.

Thanks to Meilinda Setio, Fiona Wiyasih Elang, Silvia Wu, and others that I could not list down one by one. Sorry :p
Thank you for being great friends to me.

Do I look like someone who urgently needs a BF?

2009-10-24T09:48:00.002+07:00

When I realized, I found out that everyone keep asking me about my status, my love-life.
Sure one day I need him, but now I completely fine without one.
Let us just see who will be the one.

Postponed is a trouble, always ...

2009-10-16T12:23:00.003+07:00

I am going to have teeth "operation" sooner or later. (*sigh)
Here, I kept postpone calling the doctor. I just met him 3 months after I have my teeth X-ray structure.
So, what make me need an "operation"? They are 4 last teeth grow horizontally.
If I took a sooner action, I surely heal now...

post a blog, share something

2009-10-14T16:25:00.008+07:00

The reason why I keep posting in blogger is that because here, in Sales and Marketing office of hotel where I am doing my internship, there is no other site beside google that I could visit while Facebook and MSN are forbidden, although viwawa is not prohibited still I could not have a perfect access to it as they do not install the flash!

Instead of sitting and wasting my time doing nothing, I prefer to walk around, help others delivering something from one department to others.
I supposed to have sales calls these few days, however I did not go anywhere today. It was not as busy as yesterday =(

Ahaa.. I have an idea, how if I share something with you guys? I bring a book along with me.
It is "A kite in the wind". You must feel curious about the contents, even you do not, just pretend you do so :p
It tells you about life, I got this book from a temple at Subang Jaya,MY.

** Here we start :

"Mirror, mirror, on the wall..."
Real beauty shines from within. If one's heart is kind and filled with goodness, one will look beautiful.
An old-proverb, but still it is a truth.
"Seek more to love than to be loved"
First time when I read this sub-title. I referred it back to myself. I am a person who need a lot of love from others. Seems like this book tells me something.
One of the greatest writers of the twentieth century, Wystan Hugh Auden writes We are here on earth to do good for others. What the others are here for, I don't know.
In conclusion, let us keep love simple. Love others simply for the sake of loving them. There is no other reason for it.

** sources : A Kite in the Wind - Chan Kah Yein, Ph.D ; myself - Jasmine P.L

Here, I am not persuading anybody to one or more religion(s). I am not teaching. I am sharing something that I wish might be useful to us :)

to be continued...

to-do list

2009-10-14T12:05:00.002+07:00

I thought I should have at least one 'to-do list' and I do have it, but, does it really work out?
Seems like these short memory and careless personalities are extremely hard to be changed.

Things to do that I missed out :
- Call Dr. Bradley to have my teeth check-up.
- Having hair and skin treatment.
- Check e-mail to find out what-to-do about internship report(s).
- Check my dad's e-mail to help him arrange further businesses.
- Call my sis, ask her if SG has a better price in Nokia N97 :p
- Having multi-vitamin to keep my hormone balance.
- The worst ever, I keep forget to read my 'to-do list' which I pasted on my mirror!!

Things that I always hope to finish as soon as possible but I discourage due to my laziness :
- To complete my French notes.
- To complete my Mandarin self-learning notes.
- To find out Shinjuku Inccident DVD which my dad bought, I am the one who lost it T.T
- To tidy up my bedroom.
- To help Frenddy Wijaya download some songs.
and so many other else that I forget! arrrggghhh.

Somebody encourage me!

2009-10-12T15:15:00.004+07:00

ANNOUNCEMENT

Kindly refer back to post of January 2009 ( SAVE EARTH SAVE US ).

Hope it useful for all of us! Thank you :)

STUCK here.

2009-09-26T11:07:00.000+07:00

Stuck in front of computer, sitting and typing.

I am at Sales and Marketing department now. It has a good environment.
However, I just too boring to be here, this hotel, for a quite long time.
Extremely and urgently needs a super long holiday.

huaaaaaaa! ~

OFF day!

2009-07-03T09:06:00.001+07:00

Yey! Tomorrow ( Saturday ) will be my first off day after I worked for a week in Grand Swiss-belhotel Medan. Love it =)

I was an operator under Front Office department and this Monday I suppose to be moved to Reservation.

What was I learnt from operator?

- courtesy call
- handling external and internal call

- competitors
- fire alarm ( emergency call )
- wake up call
and so on.

Isn't it fun? haahaa. Quite boring actually. I am front of the house person, I prefer meeting guest to sitting and facing telephone, greet guest without seeing their face. lame. =b

Legal Right and Dispute Resolution

2009-06-11T18:00:00.000+07:00

There was a talkshow arranged by our law lecturer, Ms.Bhuvanes yesterday.

Now, I know my right. We could sue almost everyday~!

I need u

2009-06-06T11:27:00.000+07:00

Surrender, I think I need you. I feel lost without you, I don't feel a great happiness. Yes, I do better without you in term of education and self-independence, but I almost forget all my feeling, precious memories even simplicity.

My home ... I think I need you to remind me about who I supposed to be. =p

Le Jardin

2009-06-01T10:58:00.002+07:00

des milliers et des milliers
d'années
ne sauraient suffire
pour dire
la petite seconde d'éternité
ou tu m'as embrassé
ou je t'ai embrassé
un matin dans la lumiere de
l'hiver
au parc montsouris a Paris
a Paris
sur la terre
la terre qui est un astre

* my first individual french presentation *
it is drying my throat =.="

supposed to go to Ridzuan

2009-05-22T20:35:00.000+07:00

Yenti, who saw the bus. Levin run fast to catch the bus, he got it.
Levin : " Is this Taylor's bus? "
Driver : " Yes "
At the same time, Yenti and I run together.
We took our sit, there was only 3 of us inside.

= Arrived at Taylor's Main Campus =
Driver : Which building you guys wanna go? TBS or main campus?
Levin : Ridzuan Condo
Driver : Are you guys crazy?
All : hah?
Levin : This bus is going to Ridzuan right? We will stop there.
Driver : No, it is going to Cheras
Levin : What? usually bus stops at Ridzuan too
Driver : But not this one, the next bus will.
All : omg! okay, we stop here
Driver : It is not my fault. You asked me whether this is Taylor's bus or not, and this is.
All : ( fiuh ) Okay. Thank you.
Driver : laugh a loud *
All : laugh + shy -^_^-

We walked to Asia Cafe and looking for taxi. Found it!
Levin was giving me an idea, to record this day in my blog. What a great day?
Looking for a free transport make us spent more. hahaha.

Yenti couldn't stop laughing, neither do I. stupid thing happen sometimes =p

* quite annoying

"Great"Thursday

2009-05-21T13:03:00.001+07:00

Woke up in the morning, rushed for French class and ... what the **** , it was canceled!

Then Yenti,Reynold,Richard,Levin,Ong and I went to Kim Gary to have our brunch. Followed by toilet and Starbucks. Here we are, doing Purchasing assignment, try our best to find linen suppliers.
But, we are concentrating on Facebook! especially Reynold,the most annoying guy I ever met in the world! He never let me enjoy my day! I think I am going to tell his gf about his attitude. hihihihihi .. (devil side coming out)

opss..seems like Levin, the owner of this ASUS laptop staring at me and grumbling inside his heart " disturbing ,(small,tiny,little person), autism, talkative " but I was wrong, it is not Levin who has that kind of thinking, but Reynold (again)*

*annoying!

Let us call it a day. sstt.. Richard is going to scold me due to my SANTAI-ness. bye ~

happy and guilty at the same time

2009-05-02T11:44:00.000+07:00

Yesterday, have a sudden appointment with Juen.
Started walked from Ridzuan Condo with my 2 bags to bus station, opposite of Pyramid. I was waiting for around 15 minutes, people staring at me and I glanced back. hahaha. Follow people went up to Rapid KL which mentioned to Mid Valley. Asked the bus driver to make sure, asked the first time, didn't answer me. Asked the second time, he did the same. huh. Took a sit and looking around the road [ I never been here before. Am I taking a right bus? ] Still sit and wait.

Almost all passengers went down made me asking to a woman beside me, again, she just quiet. What happen to people in the world? fiuh. Then, bus arrived at Mid Valley, she pointed the building to me and smile, said "This is Mid Valley" thanks for it [to tell you the truth, I also know exactly which is Mid Valley =P ] I was asking because of different way used by the driver.

Walked to the mall, took a sit and sent message to Juen. Waiting for a few minutes and met her. hohoho. Walking and looking around, bought shoes for myself, cardigan and pentel for lil sis, ate at Pasta Zanmai. Ended the day with spent a lot of money, again.

Slept at Juen's room. Woke up at 11 am, took a bath and went out for lunch, proceed with Mid Valley again, Skin Food, Topshop, Geb .. akhhh ..

moody make me lost

2009-04-27T11:06:00.000+07:00

When I am in my very-bright-good mood, I love to have some activities such as reading, chatting and this, writing. But when it turns to deep-black-bad mood, I will just easily erase all my posts? hahaha.. what an unimportant-stupid-useless stuffs? fiuh .. but I did it once XP

I feel lost in certain mood, hope that I can keep a constant mood that makes me feel best =)

Now, I am focusing in my internship, trying to obtain it at the best place, Singapore .. o.O
wish me luck .xoxo. thx

Spend a Lot XD

2009-04-26T00:21:00.000+07:00

hai hai .. hahaha . It has been a long time I don't log in to my blog , there are just too many things to do and unexpected emotion was the main influence in my this-little-case XD
Nahh .. Actually I have something to share, hehehehe..
Yesterday I found myself realise about where this life bring me to. I used to ask myself, what is the purpose of life, what will happen the day after this. Why,when,who,where,how, its all about questionS. But now I believe, everything in this life has its own process, pain is just a small part of it.
We must give our best effort in life every single day, we don't know what tomorrow brings and we don't have to ask about it because at the end everything will be just alright =)
Okay, that's all about yesterday.

Going to the Curve with Meilin-dot and Stella la la, ate at Paddington Pancake House, bought MNG's cardigan, shop at IKEA, ate at Sushi King, went back to Lagoon View, ate again at Orange Cafe, went to Pyramid and did something stupid by running away from someone, met college friends at Sushi Zanmai, and finally back to condo. hahaha .What a day? I spent a lot !! That's the main problem*

* Over spend for this month .. haizz

SAVE EARTH SAVE US

2009-01-03T20:50:00.001+07:00

Plastic takes a big part in our life even in this world. It is not only a daily wraping agent use by human but also a substitute goods for human's damage organs.

Plastic is a very efficient thing but behind that it keeps some secret which give bad impact to human.
The experts in the world divided plastics into some codes which will help us to differentiate them.

Code - 1 PET ( polyethylene terephthalate )

Commonly, it makes from transparent material , use for mineral bottle or plastic glass.
Plastic with code-1 could only being use once, avoid reuse it. Besides that, it does not good for foods and beverages storage because heat will cause polymer from bottle imigrate to the foods and beverages.

Code - 2 HDPE ( high sensity polyethylene )

Almost safe to use due to no reaction with food and beverages will occured. Generally, this material is stronger, harder, not clear and resist in high temperature. Baby's milk bottle and chair are some examples. However, repetation in using is not allowed.

Code - 3 V ( polyvinyl chloride )

Imigration is happen at the temperature of 15 degree celcius. Dangerous and hard to recycle. Avoid using this kind of plastic, it should cause kidney and heart disease even obesity.
We could find it at cling wrap.

Code - 4 LDPE ( low density polyethylene )

Made from oil that obtain from earth . Have a strong, flexible, transparent character. Resist to chemical compound while under 600 degree celcius. Although it has a high protection power towards vapour, it still not good for oxygen.

Code - 5 PP ( polypropylene )

The best material of plastic, suitable for food and beverage especially for baby's milk bottle which is quite sensitive in case of health.
This no-transparent plastic have a good defense to fat and stable in high temperature.

Code - 6 PS ( polystyrene )

PS is an aromatic polymer which could spread styrene into foods when contact occured. Moreover, styrene could be obtained from cigarette vapor as well as vehicle vapor and building-construction materials. Styrene is could also precarious for brain, act as disturbance agent to women which result to reproduction trouble, growth and neurosurgeons.
Even it could be recycle still it could take a very long process and time.

Code - 7 Other

It divided into 4 types which are :

SAN ( styrene acrylonitrile )
ABS ( acrylonitrile butadiene styrene )
PC ( polycarbonate )
Nylon

Commonly used for vehicle spare-parts, household tools, computer & electronic parts and plastic bags.
SAN and ABS have a high resistance through chemical and temperature reaction. SAN and ABS are quite safe for foods and beverages.
Different to PC, which could be found at sippy cup, foods and beverages can. PC spreads Bisphenol-A into foods even beverages which are potential to damage hormone system, to decrease production of sperm and to change imunity function.

** sources : various